Sekarang, saya takot nak kawen...

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Luqman Al-Hakim

Iskandar Zulkarnain

Umar Rayyan

Maryam Izzah

Sarah Humaira

Rabiatul Adawiyah

Ainul Mardhiyah

^__________^

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ya Rabb, sy mntk maaf..

bantu sy utk tajdid niat sbb sy xnak ikhtilat jd 'out of control'..

especially di alam maya ni..

sy mntk maaf sgt2..

remind me, pleaseeeee..

x ckup dgn fb, kt twitter pon jd x tentu hala dah..

sy mntk maaf sekali lagi..

NIAT ibarat perjalanan di atas seurat benang..

bila2 mse je boleh terjatuh..

ya Rabb, apakah ujian utk hari esok???

p/s: now i wonder why Rabiatul Adawiyah selalu meluahkan perasaan die dlm bentuk syair..it's a TOTAL RELIEF!

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anyone tolong hack account fb,twitter,blog n formspring sy!
SAYA NAK STUDY LA~~~~~~~~~

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ade kawan pernah cakap " Tu la, org dah kata ble dah kawen tu tutup facebook." disebabkan kes cerai kerana fb yg baru dibacanya di newspaper..

i guess ape yg die cakap tu ade btol nye.. in fact sy sendiri x suka org ade byk social networks..Taku ikhtilat 'terbabas'.. yeah! mari mengadu pada kekasih agung!

*pening kpale stay up mlm2 ni*

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susahla nk blajar mcm ni sbb ade bnde baru nak main..huhu..xpe2..medan perjuanganku utk Palestin..i'm with you!

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puasa jom! puasa fb la tapi..haha

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Fighting for Tina Seelig's!

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Let's start over!

^______________________________________^

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Melayu dan Islam..

I wonder how they can work well..

Politik dan ekonomi..

I wonder which one should be prioritized..

But,

One thing for sure..

Emosi dan rohani mmg kne 'disuap'..

And I wonder how both of them can be fulfilled..

ya Kholiq, permudahkanlah saya..

eventho it takes a few years,

eventho the distance is thousand miles..

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No wonder la Dr. Maza tu btol2 menghayati rse nikmat ujian tu..siap kne tahan polis lg..salute la!

Ujian oh ujian! Satu2 datang bergolek ye..Suka benor kat aku..tp anyway, THANKS a lot!

^___________^

You just made me stronger, and closer to Him..

Nk cari manusia mmg senang,

Tapi nak cari hamba sangat la susah,

Dan terasa diri ni mcm munafik lak,

Kononnya hamba tapi berlagak mcm tuan muda..

Poor you, izzad!

T______T

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Just give me an adequate space to make things right, and don't turn off the 'light',

As my past is gloomy, let me make my future bloomy,

I know it's just a test, to give me the best,

From You, and thank you!

^___^

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btol la ape org slalu ckp..

ujian pra-perkahwinan ialah proses semasa nk menuju perkahwinan tu sendiri..

parents, confusions, misunderstandings, decision making, opinions, etc......

and yeah, it's a total UJIAN!

takpe, saya x mintak utk berkahwin dgn manusia..

tp sy mintak utk berkahwin dgn hambaNya..

sebenar-benar HAMBA..

barulah bahagia ^___^

selagi ade ujian, selagi tu kte akan tau yg kte berada dlm pengawasanNya..

alhamdulillah! ni yg tacing ni..sob3...

thanx sbb still menguji hambaMu..

takut2 ade hari yg mendatang tanpa ujian kang susah pulak..

sy x segan klu nk jadi mcm baby yg kuat merengek ble mengadu kt Tuan sy,

Amirul Mukminin Umar al-Khattab pon mcm 2 gak..

syukran ya Rabb!

p/s: fuhhh..dpt pon spit out kt sini..Encik Blogger,jgn sebok2 nk buat maintenance lg..gua dah serabut x tau nk spit out kt mne td..dah la ade post yg hilang..gegeh lajok mu ni -___-"

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I couldn't afford to kill Mr. Misunderstanding

25

baguslah buku yg ditulis Ummu Nayla tu..

salute la!!!

byk info..

and most importantly, ade dalil2..

good job!

owh ye, ble nk beli buku dr.Maza n Tina Seelig ni?!!!!

T_____T

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exam mode

rocket theory

murabbi cinta

InshaAllah..Amin..

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o Allah, i know,this test will never come to an end,
it hurts me inside out, day and night, here and there,
from any possible point, u'll test me,
from my weakest point, that tear my heart apart,
i just wanna make myself Yours, i mean fully Yours,
let me put this dunya at my right hand,
let me put shaytan and desires at my left hand,
strengthen my AQIDAH, elevate my IMAN, glorify ISLAM,
only and only, deep inside my HEART.




please, i'm begging you, even if it takes my whole body and soul,
just let me submerge in Your love and promises,
PLEASE

T___________T

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i need you,both..you and your master..for i can't handle this life alone..

21

Nape byk sgt similarities ni?

MUSYKIL

*_*

20

lme sgt x bukak skype smpai ID n password pon dah lupa..

-__-"

19

come on izzad..

jgn online sgt..

hati tu jgn bg lalai sgt..

fokus study..

byk bnde nk achieve ni:

-rocket

-fermat's

-prague+olomouc

-UK

-stellarium

-Nawawi's 40

and the list goes on........ -__-"

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bersabarlah wahai hati..

tak lama je lagi...

sibuk kan diri mu dengan tarbiyyah diri..

jangan hanyut dan terbang dgn benda yg x pasti..

"Ya Rabb, aku berjalan mendekatiMu, moga berlarilah Kau mennghampiriku.."

~Amin~

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T_T

ya Allah,ape lagi ujian hari esok?

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jeles dgn Rabiatul Adawiyah

jeles dgn penyerahan harapannya kepada Allah sepenuhnya

jeles dgn perjalanan hidupnya mencari cinta Dia

i wish i could be like her

or maybe meet someone like her

to make me stronger

in this world and the Hereafter

14

-____-"

mcm mne nk jge hati klu mcm ni..adeh..

13

" Pahitnya kesukaran menambat nafsu perasaan, kerana manisnya nikmat syurga Ar-Rahman."

Saya menunggu jawapan..

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thanks..

semoga ini yang terbaek..

jom mujahadah!

24:26

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feel like giving up?

lunacy?

insanity?

jealousy?

false hope?

wrong decision?

lost?

scared?

worried sick?

T____________T

"la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah"

10

ya Allah,jelesnye

T_T

dang!

9

erk?

ape ni?

izzad,jgn la perasan sgt.

tajdid niat wahai izzad oi!

lillahita'ala..

please?

8

"Erti Hidup Pada Memberi"

Ya Allah,

Yakinkanku dengan doa dan istikharahku

Berikan yang terbaik untuk diriku dan agamaku

7

cepatlah habis degree!

6

Ya Allah

Letakkanlah dunia di tangan aku

Nafsu di hujung baratku

Lalai di hujung timurku

Riak di hujung utaraku

Malas di hujung selatanku

Ya Allah

Janganlah Engkau lalaikan hati ini

Daripada mengingatiMu

Terimalah amalanku

Hidupkanku di bawah naunganMu

Matikanku di jalanMu

Pleaseeeeeeee

Kalau kena secara fizikal,boleh tahan lagi.

Tapi kalau diuji through HATI,

saya still FAILED lagiiiiii

Kadang2 kuat,kadang2 tumbang

T_T

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Alhamdulillah..Syukran ilallah..Ana dpt kekuatan utk terus berada jalanMu..SYUKRAN JAZILAN!

4

perlu ade pengorbana ye izzad klu nak 'someone' 2..kadang2 x sume bnde kena dgn planning kte.. owh my,this is the hardest part..huhu..

3

susah nk memahamkan org lain, lagi2 bab agama ni.

2

ok.

yg ni gua pening.

about MAKING DECISION.

i'm not being demanding.

i'm thinking of what it takes in the future.

i mean,

the future of ISLAM,

the future of Caliphate System,

the future of My Family.

I'M IN BEWILDERMENT!!!!

" Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Masuklah kamu ke dalam Islam secara MENYELURUH; dan janganlah kamu menurut jejak langkah Syaitan; sesungguhnya Syaitan itu musuh bagi kamu yang terang nyata "

(Al-Baqarah : 208)

1

ok.

disebabkan blog kedua gua dah kantoi,

gua terpaksa buat third blog.

gila kan?

nak buat mcm mne.

kt sini je gua bole spit out.

bini xde lg nk ngadu.

hahahhahaha.

klu ade bini,

bole bebel pnjg2.

dah2.

mengarut.

utk post pertama ni,

gua nak cakap,

kenapa makhluk2 yg gua selalu interested with,

selalu je buat gua jeles,

dulu gua ade doa,

or berharap,

supaya bakal zaujah gua nanti,

x buat la benda yg suka bg gua jeles ni,

kiranye,

prmpuan yg malu nk brgaul ngn laki,

yg lebih suka merapatkan ukhuwah sesama akhowat,

yg mengelak seboleh mungkin ble bergaul dgn laki,

yang............................,

ah, demanding la gua ni,

adeh,

gua tau memang nature la klu tertarik kpd kaum yg berlainan jenis,

LAW OF ATTRACTION gitu,

tp jarang gua jumpa org yg bermujahadah utk "cut short" pergaulan yg x perlu,

mungkin salah diri sendiri gak,

gua pon maybe ade batas2 yg terlepas or x terjaga,

gua tau tu salah gua,

kadang2,

benda or org yg gua sgt2 nak elak tu la yg selalu gua jumpa,

adeh,

mmg berat ujian ni,

lagi gua xnak,

lg byk gua kne test,

xpe,

bersyukur jela,

tp gua kdg2 x bole thn gua,

jiwa kacau meh,

ni bole bikin gle!

huhuhuhuhuhu

dah la,

gua peduli ape,

gua tau ni sume ujian,

dan jgn mengharap sgt,

sbb gua pernah dikecewakan,

byk kali,

setiap kali gua berharap.

sadis kn?

tp xpe.

sila bersyukur.

tp kan,

gua nak gak tau reason die,

npe Allah slalu test gua,

sbb kdg2,

gua rse test ni mcm pnjg sgt tempoh die,

even duduk 2 jam dlm exam hall pon gua dah x larat,

n duduk 3 jam lebih dlm kelas pon mcm nk mati je rse,

ni kn pulak YEARSSSSSSSSSS!!!

owh my,

penat2,

tp gua gagah doe,

hahahahahahhahaha.

dah2,

gua nak cakap gua JELES je sbenanye,

knape slalu je ade makhluk bg gua jeles,

adeh,

kang klu gua x jeles lgsg kang bru tau,

jd x normal lgsg terus,

nak try?

gua pnh je buat,

mmg xde perasaan dah rsenye time 2,

asyik kne panah dgn ARROW OF JEALOUSY je,

what the fish?

hahahahaha

ok2,

cukup la 2,

sebagai penutup,

gua mmg kuat jeles,

buat masa ni la,

insyaAllah,

lama2 nti ok la,

klu Allah nk test lg,

insyaAllah gua akan terima dgn hati yg terbuka,

gua harao gua kuat,

AMIN

p/s: mcm geli kn aku guna prkataan "gua"? hahaha..ni bkn post jiwang,ni post merewang..sukati la aku nk ckp ape pon (tgh jeles gle sbenanye...) dah2...ni sume cinta manusia..ade aku kesah? aku ade Allah la weh...encik syaitan,sila blah jauh2 sebelum aku lepuk korang..faham?